Your True
Tales
May 2003 –
Page 20
Angels Do
Exist
by Myra
I know for a fact something I could not see, but I strongly sensed contacted me. I was in an abusive relationship. I thought it was only I who was being abused, but my husband was also abusing my oldest and my youngest son.
It contacted me while I was taking a bath one night. It actually spoke to me. I was scared. I felt warmth and love, but I thought it was a trick of the Devil. I was so drawn, yet equally repelled. It said three words: "I love you." It was so real I actually wept in convulsions and passionate tears. At the time, I still knew nothing of the abuse toward my children. I rejected it. I ignored it. I still felt it.
It contacted me again the next night, while I was trying to watch TV. I screamed, "No! I'm not listening to you!" Then I passed out. I did not awaken until almost morning. But something was different. I could tell right away. I felt extremely strange. It was a comfortable feeling of ultimate peace and self-assurance I had never before experienced. As I began to look around the room, I saw my husband asleep in the chair. I instantly became angry. Flashes of the night before vivid. He was sitting in that damn chair when I passed out. He never tried to awaken me. I could've been dead. I had been on that floor all night long. He saw me, he heard me scream at seemingly no one; and he didn't even care. I scanned the room for the candles I had been burning. I hoped they had went out safely. I looked at them. Startled, I blinked, and looked again. They were still burning, but the odd part was I could see a perfect circle of rainbow colors all around them. I blinked again, thinking it was my eyes, and it would go away. It didn't. My heart began to pound. All my anger toward him was dissipating. I looked around the room for any other strange visual effects. Every light, there were only two, I could see it. I blinked again. Still there. Then I began to be afraid to blink, I was afraid it WOULD go away. I examined all the beautiful colors in perfect order. The perfect round circle. I wondered if that's what people who see auras see. I was the most glorious thing I'd ever seen. That's when I realized, I must be dealing with an angel. At that moment everything was so clear to me. This wasn't evil. Evil cannot give you this feeling of complete well-being and self awareness/acceptance.
The next night I knew the angel would come, and anticipated it. It did. Again, while I was in the tub, I heard those three words that I could not forget. "I love you." I began to cry again. This time though I did not reject the angels' comfort. I spoke to him. He spoke back.
We conversed for days. I did things that only made sense to me. I could see it's significance, but no one else could until later. Then, when my husband, my mother, my children, and my friends began to see and understand they became scared. How could you know that? They would ask. Then, and even still now, when things that are strange happen my children will tell me, "Mom, you did that." I would laugh. It was fun at first to let them believe it was me. I felt powerful, yet, I knew it wasn't me.
My angel and I became intense. I would not do a thing without consulting him first. I completely trusted him, and unlike everyone else who could sense his presence with me, I was not scared. I was comforted by his wonderful display of such power and love. I understood that they feared it and me since I seemed to be the only one who knew what was going on. I was different. I could understand number sequences, as if it were a sentence. I understood people, locations, license plates. I could tell if a business was going to make it or not by the phone number. I could tell the future of a family by their house number or phone number.
It was through this method that I learned someone in my family was going to die. I was going to separate from my husband and eventually divorce. It was in July I learned that two deaths were going to occur. I say deaths, but I knew somehow that it was going to be 1 divorce, and 1 death. What I didn't know was who and when. In August, my husband and I separated. We are getting a divorce. In November, my mother passed away. During this time, my children felt safe enough to tell me of the abuse. I had the strength to do legally what I had to do to rectify the situation. It was still not easy. But, I felt some supernatural force was doing this for our own good. I KNEW IT!! My children confirmed it.
I miss my mother dearly. She had been diagnosed with lung cancer in July, I found out later. She chose not to tell me. She chose not to get an operation, or go through radiation, or chemotherapy. I went to her Doctor and talked to him in February. He told me everything. I was so sad.
I would've never gotten through this without the strength of knowing that Higher Powers were involved solely to help me and my children. I saw the events take place in numbers, then I saw them in my life come to pass. Higher knowledge, that has since left me, was at work. Out of complete unconditional love, and an interest for mine and my children's well being. Something out there exists, and cares for us all. Definitely, Angels, if that's the correct term, they exist.
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